You can choose what to dream.

Last night after watching Billy Elliot and like last times of watching it going to sleep with moist eyes, I remembered Mad Life’s question that when did you first know you were gay? When I was a kid, I always knew that there is something wrong(or perhaps better word is "different") with me. I was not like other boys. I didn't participate in their sports and rough games. As I grew up, instead of searching for bits of girls in every old paper that I found, I bought sport magazines and dreamed about beauty of wrestlers, gymnasts and fancied my classmates. Then I found some books that mentioned gay characters. I was always fascinated by world of stories and books and so started to read as much as possible. I think that I was 13 or 14 years old when I reached the conclusion that I am gay (Congratulations!). And they lived happily ever after.





....and Inxile Entertainment, producers of Bard's Tale created a very funny and beautiful intro for their site. Keep moving your cursor on characters for few times and don't give up by comments!!!!

…and Billy Elliot’s ending theme is one of my favourite songs:

I Believe.
By: Stephen Gately

If I believe that I could do anything,
Could I spread my wings and say goodbye
So many people told me I couldn't win
But look at me now
Here I am in heaven's sky
And sometimes I say a prayer
Wishing that you could be here with me Cos I believe

I believe in love, it's the best of everything
I believe in hope and the changes it can bring
If you believe then nothing can stand in your way
Just say, I believe

If hope's the house I wanna be living in
Baby, I've got one foot in the door
Yes I do
All the years of waiting for your approval dear
Well I realised I don't need it anymore

'Cause I'm stronger everyday,
Now I'm strong enough to say, I believe

I believe in love, it's the best of everything
I believe in hope and the changes it can bring
If you believe then nothing can stand in your way
I believe

It's a fact of life that we're all in the game
But it's still your call
But we all play it
Sometimes we win, sometimes we fall
But that's no reason just to give it up, cause after all
If you can't choose what to be
You can choose what to dream
And I believe

I believe in love, it's the best of everything
I believe in hope and the changes it can bring
If you believe then nothing can stand in your way
Just say, (oh) I believe.