Be Mine, Valentine.

Today when I was searching for Sad Sam doll photos to add to this post, I realized that my mood isn't like Sad Sam valentine day dolls. Sad Sam valentine day dolls are always have an "I love you" necklace or a rose in their hand. But there are other kind of Sad Sam dolls that are just sad, and it seems they don’t know why and they can't help it. I am sad today, but can I help it? Can I say "I love you" at all?
In Feb 2004 issue of British Colombia University Report, there is an article about how valentine day can be brutal for queer couples, because it remind them that they are not accepted by community. I think that’s not the worse thing. Worse thing is that you don't and you can't have anybody to share valentine day with. When I was a kid people thought that I was a shy boy. But the problem is that I was (and am) afraid to speak with boys, because I afraid that they read IT in my eyes and my words and I prefer to abandon speaking at all. So for me there wasn't (and isn't) a valentine day except in my dreams. In them I find (Thanks to Queer Eye) my love and we dance with each other forever. Even though I am proud, I am still sad.